Hey everyone

so i haven't been on this thing in like a month or two. sry! lots has been happening. i guess i can kinda fill you in. but if you don't already know....either your dumb or you don't pay attention to anything. well about 3 weeks ago me and ethan broke up cuz of  my dumb father. then we got back together because we were just like...what the hell...so now we are back together THANK GOD~ cuz i was going through hell for two weeks. wait no....hell would have been easier. um...i had soccer tryouts and i made VARSITY!! i was/am so excited.

first fame is this tuesday...u all should come! um...not much else has been going on at all other then that. just seems totally crazy with soccer and now ethan has a job and plus school...everything has just been crazy but its going ok.

just one thing i would like everyone to think about.

~if you have someone that you are with and you love them. take every minute you have with them and treasure it cuz you never know when that minute will end forever. and give every kiss and hug and look the worth that it diserves. and if you truly love that person...you have to make sure in your heart and in your mind that if its real love then it won't ever end. and no matter what if you are ment to be together...you will be. even if you have to take a few steps with out them. and don't expect so much from them. its the little things that make the biggest differnce. its the little kisses...the looks that seem make life go in slow motion...its the way they grab your hand...its the way the hold you so tight...its the way they smile at you...its the way they call you...its the way they say your name or i love you...its the way they wait forever for you to get online just to say goodnight and i love you...its the small things like that, that will play through your mind over and over when you are laying in bed...not the big presents and huge things like that.

Ethan baby i love you so much!

i'm sorry about all the drama lately...just remember more than anything that i will always love you no matter what and no one will ever change that! not any boy, not my mom or dad, not any fights or arguments or stupid things we say, not any cirumstance, not anything or anyone!!!! your mine....and when i say forever.....i mean forever after we are old and gray, and can barley walk...

hey hope everything is good with everyone

i'm kinda in a weird mood....long story i guess but whatever

nothing is really wrong

my parents come back tonight...yay kinda miss them....WHOA i never thought i would ever say that! lol it happens

i have to babysit my kaden tonight =) makes me happy!

yea...thats about it

~To Ethan:

you are the most amazing person i know and there isn't one thing i would ever want to change about you ever. you are perect to me and i'm so greatful that i have to chance to be able to be with you and be loved by you. with out you i have no idea where i would be right now. you haven't just been the best boyfriend ever...you have been my best friend too and that means more to me then you could ever imagine! you have never once not been there for me and never once failed to make me smile when i was down. i sooo wish i could be the you, that you are to me. then you would understand how truly amazing you really are

i love you!

                                          ~Karissa

OK so lets talk about how i haven't been on here in like years!!!

mmk so lots has happened

CAN"T do compititions for cheering cuz i tore my hamstring (oUcH) and so that is a sucker right there

here about all those kids getting caught with pics on the internet of them drinking...GAYYYY

psh

yea

Parents are leaving this sunday!!! haha yess they will be gone for a week!!!

ethan got his drivers liscence!!! heck yea!

saturday was a blast!!! i loved it!!! battle of the bands! yea i only had fun cuz ethan was there and we haven't hung out in like forever so it was pretty awesome

soccer starts in like 4 weeks!!! i can't wait!

um...school fricken sucks! i hate it!

i lost my best friend gerg...its true...sad but true....bastard

um...what else...

ETHAN HAS BEEN JUST AWESOME!....seriously!!! omgosh i love him!

valentines is in 6 days...i have a feeling its going to rock this year...unlike past years sot hats cool

um....lets seee nothing else is really going on i guess

so there you go...me and my boring life =)

lol

love you alllll!!!

                  ~Karissa

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snobordr0331 signed off at 3:45 P.M.

ugh....thats dumb

haha

again....most of you don't have any idea what why that makes me mad but its an inside joke so don't worry about it lol

yea...so being home still sucks...a lot...hasn't changed

didn't do so hot on my exams...i fail 3 of them! math, science and english. oh yea i rock!

only just not really....everyone is putting valentines stuff out already......ugh it makes me sick...thats the one holiday i hate...psh!

yeeeeeeeeea so nothing new is going on at all...just the same old same old

my parents are leaving in like 2 weeks to go on a cruiz so that makes me happy...get a break from them

this saturday i might go to a cheerleading comp. for montague and north muskegon with casey and maybe joe and MAYBE ethan if he wants to..................but yea

well im out......cuz i'm freaking hungry!

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Hey guys...

sorry if i haven't been myself latley or if i've been in a bad mood...i'm kinda confused right now. like the one and only thing i'm sure of is ethan cuz he's amazing but everything else is a blur and i'm not sure what to do about everything. i just wanna live my OWN life cuz everyone else seems to be living it for me...and i really don't like it at all. oh...a little tip, walls are to keep ur house together...not for taking out anger...yea thought i'd let you all know.

so cheerleading is going really good...surprisingly. the whole team is doing an awesome job! but we just found out today that only 16 out of the 20 of us girls would be in compititions....and im pretty sure i won't be one of the 16 at least for most of comps...but i really want to cuz i've worked really hard...and i don't wanna do that for nothing.

:sigh:

so life blows and i'm sick of it!

holy crap...we are already half way through to school year...damn! yea didn't realize that till just now. i don't wanna graduate cuz then it gets harder...ugh!

whatever

i'm out...<3